brain head cause dead

my head has been banging for 2 years because this boy, (not only head actually : eyes, heart, hands, everything). And my friend said, he's too shy, so I've to open the step for him. and after I pull my courage to did it, he still standing still like a rock. and i did questioning myself 'what's wrong with me?'. it's a wrong thing to do, in fact I'm not wrong, he is. So now i open my mind, i play like nothing to lose. if he likes me than he will fight for me, if he's not than he doesn't deserve me. so simple.