Forgiving The Unforgiven

It's my first time.
Today it's my first time.
To know.
To read.
That someone called me fck.
Yes. It's fck.
The f word.
The forbidden word.
But yes. I fcked.
I read it.
Yes. I read it.
From her profile.
Her face.
Her heart.
Her soul.
Her brain and beauty.
Her lovely thing.
From someone I really loved the most.
From someone I spent my junior high school with.
From someone I spent my high school with.
From someone I spent my freaky time with.
From someone I plant to spend my college time with.
Even the distance separate us.
So I'm sorry because I fcked.
I fcked your plan.
I fcked your dream.
I fcked everything you had in mind for this lovely day.
So I ask you.
To forgiving the unforgiven.
Will you?
Please clear the air.
Because it's so much cooler than read someone called you 'fck'
(:-(